Posted on 2004.09.20 at 16:27
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Posted on 2004.09.06 at 19:28
I'm Feeling: horny
i finally got my ears done! now i have hella homework to do... i luff dommie so much. this is so going to happen.
Posted on 2004.09.02 at 16:43
I'm Feeling: restless
What Music They Make: ...placebo:special K...
i just got home from school. hootie hoot.
i love smelly. honestly.
in our anthro class she wrote a H/D drabble for me. hehe. it was so hot. mm. sumtfic.
tomorrow i am going to get new piercings! huzzah!
now i just have to make sure someone is going to go with me. i will go alone if i have to but i would love to have someone there.
oooh. i am so excited about tonight.
a huge group of people are going to the drive-ins. plus...tyler might be going. i haven't seen him in so long and it would make my life to see him.
tonight they are showing all three indiana jones movies.
isn't that cool?
but sadly tonight is also the last night of the drive-ins. thet are going to tear it down.
we are going to try and steal the foozeball (sp?) table. rock on.
note to smelly-- you should move to london with me. it would be the coolest. really. we would hella rock that place. and have loads of hot brit boys. i would love it if we went together. so awesome.
Posted on 2004.08.31 at 21:40
I'm Feeling: numb
What Music They Make: ...radiohead:creep...
i started a new fic smut today, not fic, just smut. but that reminds me that i need to finish an h/d fic...
smelly....you need to read my other h/d fic. post haste!
which brings my to something else...i can't find any hot h/d fic. c'mon folks.
i want a hot werewolf boy of my own.
maybe even one that looks like the sexy man on my icon.
either way, i want a wolf guy that belongs to me.
Posted on 2004.08.26 at 18:53
I'm Feeling: blank
What Music They Make: ...cof: thirteen autumns and a widow...
oh man. that is so hot. i am totally cool with that. i got home from school a bit ago. two days of school a week is so hard to get through. lol. i went shopping yesterday and bought hella shit. like the shirt i wore today that said 'i stalk you because i love you.' omg. isn't that great? i think i am going to make a photo post tomorrow or something of my cool new stuff (because i think i am going shopping tomorrow as well). school was actually somewhat rewarding today. my english prof read of some thesis statments and she said mine was the best. i rock! also brooke inspired me to really try and get some of my tasty smut published. i think that would be beyond great to get a wide auidence to read my stuff, even if it is smut...lol. it made me sad that the one boy wasn't in math today but shahera and i decided that when we have perminant groups it has to include her, the boy, and myself. very excellent. my cousin let me burn a cradle of filth cd of his...so now i have a new one. mmm. they are so sexy. man, i still wish to learn how to play drums. i am thinking about checking out lesson prices, but i don't know anyone with drums for me to play. jerks. i may still do it. i just want to play. i want to be like witch baby. i am also thinking about getting some new ear piercings. who knows. i'm a wild one."I must avert mine eyes to hymns
For His gaze brings dogmas to my skin
He knows that I dreamt of carnal rites
With Him undead for three long nights"
Posted on 2004.08.21 at 12:55
I'm Feeling: sore
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that is cool.
i just uploaded new icons. many of them are of guys smoking. good stuff. my throat kind of hurts and i think i may be getting sick. or am sick. something like that. i read a really good fic last night called 'the taming of sirius black.' i really liked it. a lot. i am really like sirius, even in fics. lol. i think i need to go read or something. i am kinda bored.
Posted on 2004.08.18 at 19:18
I'm Feeling: creative
What Music They Make: ...mark:gallows tree...
i began school yesterday. it rocks me. truly. english seems okay. i am not sure if i am going to be all about it or not. astronomy is cool and the teacher is so funny. he is great. then i have anthro. omg. i am in love with that class. the prof is one of the best guys ever. i started reading his book last night...crazy shit. i am totally going to try and go on a spirit journey. i think everyone should read 'spritwalker' by hank wesselman. he is my fav prof ever. and in my math class i have shahera. i miss her so much but now we get to hang out.
i talked to jonny last night on the phone for about two hours. that was great. he hs hobbit feet. lol. and we all know how much i love those.
i would like to state here and now that i heart rightclicklick
. and i heart that the new theme is guys smoking. oh my guh! it is almost too hot to handle. i kid you not. is it wrong that i find guys smoking so great? it is such a filthy habit but some guys...it just makes them look that much hotter. i also just read that apperntly my beloved joaguin phoenix is going to be playing johnny cash in a movie. fuck my ass. AND he is going to be doing all the singing. excuse me, i need to go die in a puddle of drool somewhere. joaquin has always been a love of mine but as of late the obsession has become majorly intensified. the same goes for johnny depp. so sexy. so of course i have now joined some new 'daily' communites. i swear. mmm. more pics for hot icons. i am such an addict. i think i am going to try and do some homework. but i think i am going to read. or collage. or make some new uber sexy iconses. it all seems fun.
Posted on 2004.08.16 at 19:43
I'm Feeling: loved
What Music They Make: ...maroon 5: she will be loved...
i am dating jonny now.
it makes me happy.
i like him.
the other night we went out to dinner then went back to his house to watch kill bill. half way through we had to go to baskin robbins so he could lock up. i got some ice cream out of the deal so i was happy. then back to his house to watch kill bill. after a bit he drove me home and we talked in the car. we camr to the conclusion that we like eachother and are taking things slow and such. he opended my car door for me and walked me to the door. so cute. last night we went and saw the village (which i did like the move, it was just different than i thought it was going to be) after having some taco bell. he bought me an icee. that is always wonderful. hehe. we went to his house and watched nightmare before xmas then he drove me home and we talked. he walked me to the door and we hugged. i guess next time we go out there is talk of going golfing. that would be fun. so, yea. i have a guy. [le sigh] he is great.
and i have his maroon 5 cd. such the good cd.
i start school tomorrow. fun stuff.
Posted on 2004.08.09 at 22:26
I'm Feeling: sick
What Music They Make: ...alanis:your house...
i have a bad sunburn. i want to die. i wish someone was here to cuddle with me and rub aloe all over me.
i will update about my trip later.
this song makes me sad. i think i may write something using this as inspiration. ( your house lyricsCollapse )
Posted on 2004.08.05 at 00:02
I'm Feeling: sad
( an odd dream i hadCollapse )
i did have this whole plan to write a fat entry about all the things that have gone on since my birthday and what i actually did on my birthday. but i guess i am over that now. i will recap some. my birthday wasn't all that great, things just didn't really work out. i did see poa on imax and that was cool. my presents that i got were pretty badass.
i am done with summer school. and now i am at my gmas. as i have been for a few days. tomorrow we leave for our family gathering at a lake, somewhere. we will be there for five days or so. i won't be able to be online for sometime. so i loaded up on new fic to last me. i know. i am a loser. things have been okay.
except for today.
i found out that my dad had to put my cat down.
so yea. while i am on vacation my cat dies. i felt so horrible. i couldn't even be there for when it happend. we have had her since i was three. she was about sixteen, that is a really long time for a cat but i just wish i could have seen her that one last time. my beautiful cat pandora is gone. i miss her. i hope she is happy. [sobs] i think i need to go to sleep. at least tomorrow i will be by water. that should make me feel a bit better.
Posted on 2004.07.26 at 18:46
I'm Feeling: full
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
7. Describe me in one word.
8. What was your first impression?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. When's the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
15. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?
Posted on 2004.07.25 at 19:07
I'm Feeling: weird
Posted on 2004.07.23 at 08:54
I'm Feeling: excited
What Music They Make: ...no doubt:bathwater...
happy birthday to me and daniel radcliffe!!! we are totally soulmates and are going to get married. lol. in honor of us being soulmates i am going to see hp at the imax today. isn't that grreat? yay! i am so happy. i love birthdays.
Posted on 2004.07.22 at 12:11
I'm Feeling: hot
Posted on 2004.07.19 at 19:50
I'm Feeling: tired
What Music They Make: ...hatp:spew...
today has been so long. i was at school this morning by seven o'clock. i went to go get coffee but the caf is closed until fall semester starts. i don't trust the coffee machines so i ended up with a soda for my energy boost. my math class was okay, except for the dumbass old ladies who are in there that make stupid comments to the teacher. they don't like the fact that he is 25 and they are 45. whatever. dumb hoes. these two girls came up to me and started touching my hair and telling me how much they loved it. (i dyed it blue-black last night, and i must admit it looks way sexy). it was kinda odd. after that i went and chilled alone listening to my hatp cds and working on my math homework. r.j. called me about noon and asked if i wanted to food it up with him. i of course jumped at the chance to be with him. so he came and picked me up and we went to brandon's house. brandon answered the door in boxes to let r.j. and i in. too bad annette wasn't there to see the hot. i ended up making r.j. a frozen pizza while he stood near me and told me how great i was. he was amazed i could find things in a kitchen and cook something that just required heating. lol. silly boy. i just told him it was because i was a girl. when other people had the pizza he asked if they liked his cooking. silly, silly boy. he is sad that him and i won't be having a class together next semester. that makes me sad as well. when we got back to school we took a test in film and then watched the rest of 'dances with wolves.' i like that movie up until he goes back for the diary. past that, i hate it. so lame. but i do love wind in his hair. he is my indian boyfriend. hehe. during our break r.j. said he smelled blood. then he leand in really close to me and tried to bite my neck. it was really, really, hot. seriously. i almost died because it was that hot. when i came home i chilled for a bit then went to the store. i got back and made dinner. oh it was tasty. now i am way tired but i feel accomplished. tomorrow i think i will make banana bread so r.j. can experince my actual cooking rather than my heating talents. last night i made two hatp belt buckle pics. they are way hot. the one i wore today is paul, being his hot hot self, and it says 'wizard rock.' i am proud of them. and attracted to them. lmao. okay. i think i am going to make myself a soy chai. mm. good. and if ever can't come up with a good movie ending just have someone smack someone else on the ass. top of line stuff. take my word for it.
Posted on 2004.07.17 at 19:03
I'm Feeling: ecstatic
What Music They Make: ...hatp:the weasle...
this weekend rocked my life. before we left i got a new barbell, so now it is cute and small. i love it. later annette, smelly, and i went to my gmas to stay the night. friday we picked up sarah and drove to s.f. to see harry and the potters. we got to s.f. in really good time, but then we couldn't find where we were supposed to go. it was horrible. we drove around for an hour screaming and being terrified. the streets were scary and hella people almost hit us. lame. finally we found the place. we parked and since we still had an hour before the show we decided to go grab some lunch. when doing so we saw an older guy wearing a seeker shirt and found out he was going to the show as well. after eating we went back to get good seats. there were a lot of little kids there, i guess i should have expected that, and they got the first two rows of seats. we sat in the third row. i think most of the people who attended, not counting parents, were younger than us. oh well, we are too cool for school. people just need to realize we rock. hehe. so the guys came on and well, it was the best thing ever. i almost died, like eight times over. fantastic music and the guys themselves are so attractive. i can't put into words how much i loved the show. i must have had perm-a-grin the entire time. lol. seriously. i am totally in love right now. such the boyfrieds. i liked them before but seeing them live just made the love tenfold. they are some of the best performers i have seen. and i have seen a whole lot of live shows, believe me. plus now, i actually have both the cds. so now i can listen to them all i went, whenever i want. so great. the cds were also signed by the guys. that makes them even better. i got two shirts as well. one says 'save ginny' and the other is 'rock the library.' and i got two buttons. very cool. or very nerdy. but with me it seems the two things are interchangable. i think we all enjoyed the show to the fullest. on the way home we decided to make jackets that say on the back 'dumbledore's army' and 'hatp.' these jackets are going to be the best. they will be punk rock. d.i.y., even. all in all, hatp makes me one of the happiest people ever. honestly. in other news i had fun chillin with smelly and annette at my gmas for a few days. i got the new, cool blue-black hair dye. so i am going to change my hair color soon. i have less than two weeks of summer school left. i can't wait for it to be over. i miss just going to school on tuesdays and thursdays. plus i am really excited about my fall semester classes. and i will have a class with smelly, that will be uber cool. right. okay then. i think i am going to go do some more college research and work on a new lj layout.
MY BIRTHDAY IS IN SIX DAYS!!!! WOOT!!!
on my birthday i get to see harry potter on imax. how rocking is that? i know. everyone is envious.
Posted on 2004.07.12 at 22:01
I'm Feeling: busy
i am all about draco and harry slash. hence the iconage. heh. anyway. i did mush researching on london schools today, just the tip of the iceberg i am telling you. this is going to be fun doing hella research. but truthfully i am enjoying it to the fullest. and i am all decided on my major, so at least i have that. mmhmm. i am a history major with focus on medieval europe. but really, what else could i have a focus in? this weekend is harry and the potters! yay! i love r.j. he is my favorite. he is so wonderful, he likes my hair. i think him and i should marry at some point. in film we watched sense and sensabitlity. i like the movie. everyone said it was crap but i find it great. alan rickman is so hot in that movie. he made me love him that much more. (i am sorry i have a sick love of alan rickman and wouldn't mind makingout with him). once again, i love r.j. he is...well, what can i say? i can't describe how much i love him or find him one of the greatest things ever. [le sigh]
Posted on 2004.07.06 at 15:18
I'm Feeling: amused
What Music They Make: ...weezer...
i would like to say that i find it great the randomness of some fic challenges. such things range from 'smack my bitch up' all the way to, 'lupin's favorite cardigin.' that is just wonderful. nigga honestly. i also am finding myself suddenly into harry and draco fic. i am not sure what it is...but any way you slice it, it is really hot.
Posted on 2004.07.06 at 14:58
I'm Feeling: anxious
What Music They Make: ...weezer...
so i just uploaded a bunch of new icons for myself. they are great...but basically all of them are harry potter. i am not obsessed...no. how dare you? strippers tonight! woot!! check out my great icon. oh and thanks to rakel i am almost positive i am going to london for school. at least i am going to set things up like i am. i think london is calling. and there i can either meet/get married to daniel radcliffe or some other hot brit guy. things will all work out.
Posted on 2004.07.04 at 14:53
I'm Feeling: bored
What Music They Make: ...harry and the potters: save ginny weasley...
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fics and icons. that is what i am doing now. i saw hp again last night. daniel readcliffe is my husband, savvy? yay our birthday is coming up! and harry and the potters are playing in sf soon. i am totally going.
Posted on 2004.07.03 at 15:09
I'm Feeling: amused
onight i went to jeff's birthday party. and i decided to copy everyone else's livejournal instead of thinkin' of one to write myself. cause it was a ragin' party, and man, i can't even remember what went down, that's how crazy it was. there was moovies and ka-ray-zee stories of schoool, and more ka-ray-zee-ness so much that i can't even spell it right.
Posted on 2004.06.30 at 22:33
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Posted on 2004.06.29 at 15:08
this is just really hot. frost is my favorite. he should be my king, dammit.
p.s. if anyone has good fanart of frost or any other laurell k. hamilton characters, could you let me know please? i need some icons. thanks.
Posted on 2004.06.17 at 21:37
I'm Feeling: sleepy
What Music They Make: ...no doubt:bathwater...
monday i got fired from mervyn's, yup. fired. i got pissed. but fuck'em. oh well. i am a failure at life. i can deal with that. maybe i can work at better place. rather than merv's which was the devil. tuesday we went to the drive ins and it was hot. really. it was like 90 at ten at night. stupid hot sacto. i don't think it helped much that jeff and i hid under a blanket so we could get in for free. mep. all i can say about that night was 'do it.' lmao. there is this guy in my math class you sits in front of me and is beautiful. there is no other way to descirbe him. the other day we actually got to be in a group together and it was wonderful. i made him laugh and then i almost melted because of how hot his laugh is. he reminds me of a tiger. i can't say exactly why, but it is sexy beyond all reasoning. to wrap this up...
i got my tongue pierced...
you know you all think that it is super duper sexy.
the guy who pierced me was the same sexy ass guy who pierced my lip. and he recalled me. oh it was nice. i think him and i should date or makeout...whichever.
Posted on 2004.06.02 at 10:31
I'm Feeling: anxious
What Music They Make: ...cof:cruelty brought thee orchids...
i did get to see my gma this weekend. i work hella this week. but harry is on friday! i can't wait. i even got the day off of work for him. i am going to dress up as harry and everything for when we go. eurotrip came out and i really want to buy it. i am going to get a new cell phone soon because mine sucks all ass. annette is coming home today and i can't wait to hang out with her again. i miss her much. last night i went to work and it was really slow but it ended up being kind of fun. i got to talk with security jonathan a few times. he gave me the fitting room talk and showed me a pie chart he made on the computer of all the theft in the store. it was cute. is it sad that i find him attractive because he reminds me of someone else who i find hot? later he ran after some people stealing and burst through the door, kind of breaking it. i found that to be hot. later he talked to me about what happend. speaking of work...eep. i really need to get ready and leave for it. work, work, work. then i start summer school on monday. geez. okay. i need to go.
Posted on 2004.05.18 at 13:01
I'm Feeling: artistic
What Music They Make: ...rufus wainwright:hallelujah...
Posted on 2004.05.17 at 15:53
I'm Feeling: restless
What Music They Make: ...bush: glycerine...
i am at home. all alone. kinda bored. i should be cleaning or working a bit on my final paper for history. mep. i like to put things off. it makes my life more intersesting. lol. i mainly wanted to update so i could show off my new icon. i heart lupin. i am in love with sirius and remus. maybe the actors playing them aren't the hottest, but that dosen't mean they can't do a good job. that is all i am saying. plus i don't think that the actors are ugly either. whatever. i just can't wait to see the movie. i need to see it. okay and here is a picture that is from POA, when he "embraced him like a brother."
i'm sorry, but it really looks like they are going to makeout. and that is really hot.
well i should be going. i have a lot of puppy fic to read/write.
Posted on 2004.05.16 at 16:02
I'm Feeling: excited
What Music They Make: ...bush:mouth...
it has been forever since i last updated. mep. even though i don't really do much, i have been busy. school is bascially over. i still have a few more finals but really not much at all. so that is that. my first year of college is over. it seems kinda crazy when i look at it like that. i get two weeks or so off then i start summer school. isn't that fun? i am going to take math and intro to film. hopefully it will be fun but i do realize this summer is going to be crazy busy and i am going to be doing way too much. but who needs sleep, right right? after summer school i will have a bit of a break before the regular semester starts again. i am already signed up for all my fall classes. my schedual is going to be: english, astronomy (in the north tower. lol.), anthropology of witchcraft, art history (this class is from caveman days up till the middle ages), and math. oh it will be crazy fun. lol. long days at school await me in the fall. but oh well. i have been working a lot. it is okay. i think it is a little better now that i found someone to some what like there. his name is ross. he is dreamy he is also kind of balding.he is 21, a frat boy, and smokes. he is also has twin, isn't that hot? he is a cancer as well. the major bad thing about him is that he already has a girlfriend. even worse is that she works with me at merv's. and i really don't like her. and no, it isn't just because i want her boyfriend. i actually never liked her because she is sooo stupid. last night i spent about an hour flirting my butt off with him while she was in the fitting room. he is just so hot i can't help myself. ugh. it sucks. but seriously, i just think he would be much happier with me. haha. that is just my hopes and dreams talking there. one of the hottest things about him are his hungry eyes. i know that sounds dumb, but sometimes his eyes tell you that he could jest rip you aprat. mmm. hehe. i do believe this warrants a le sigh. [le sigh] i am proud of myself for making a justin farren sound theme on my computer. now justin makes sounds for all my daily compie activities. hehe. in the past while i have seen van helsing and troy. both good soild films with hot, beautiful men in them. i apporved highly of each. my werewolf obssesion has reached a new high point. it has just gotten insane. but hot. lol. honestly, i like the wolfs better than vampires. crazy, huh? i dunno what it is. they are just sex. i rented many movies last night and one of them was 'an american werewolf in paris.' i will say that movie isn't the best, but hell there really aren't that many hot werewolf movies out there. sad, i know. wow. harry potter is coming soon. 18 days!!!! i am sooo excited! i am actually seeing previews for it on tv. so great. (also, ross is an hp fan.) i was also thinking about changing my username along with my journal layout. anyone have any good ideas? just, um, let me know. cheers.
Posted on 2004.04.30 at 13:34
I'm Feeling: anxious
What Music They Make: ...anton: beautiful human...
last night sucked. i took an allergy pill before school and it made me drowsy so i was falling asleep all day. when i get home i realize i have to go to work in about two hours. so i try and relax and such before i have to go. i get to work at five o'clock, clock in, and all that good stuff. then i got out to the floor and their book says i don't work until six thirty. and the best part is, i am supposed to close. i was so pissed off. seriously. i was about to cry and kill something all at the same time. so instead of working four hours and only be there until nine, i worked five hours and had to be there until ten thirty. it was poo. that is all i can say. before that school was good, except for the me almost falling asleep and me freezing in the classrooms. burket said there is a town in england that his family founded and it bears his last name, kniveton. that is just hot. really, it is. i asked burket to go to see justin farren on wensday. i gave him justin's cd to listen to. he seemed very excited to do as such. so there is that. i am basically sure that if all goes according to plan and he likes justin (which i am sure he will), and he goes to the show, i think i am going to tell him i like him. then maybe we will makeout. hehe. but seriously, i am nervous and i just reall like him. i always hate this part of likeing someone, when you have to take that risk and deal with rejection if it comes your way, also the whole "not wanting to hurt the friendship" thing. bleh. so i guess i should ask for everyone to wish me luck on that night. maybe. but either way i can't wait to see justin. i was just looking at a seven day tarot card reading and for wensday it said "In business or material affairs, wait until the proper action becomes evident. Until then, persevere or finish what you started. In matters of the heart, don't waste time on an impossible relationship." i am sad. i dunno.
oh and it appears that i am going to start getting private songwrtting lessons from anton barbeau. how cool is that? we are so going to hang out. lol. it is going to be great. i am going to concord tomorrow. i miss my gradma a lot and can't wait to go. too bad i have stupid work tonight or else i would have gone today. mep. i think i am going to go read or something. but first, some closing thoughts:
i wish i had a burket,
free ice cream rocks,
what the hell is a pork butt shoulder?
Posted on 2004.04.28 at 15:51
I'm Feeling: hungry
What Music They Make: ...j.mra: too much food...
oh man. i have been cleaning all day. i swear, i am the only one who does it. eh. i am so proud of my school efforts. i have a B in my human sex class. i got a B on the foot sex paper i wrote for that class as well. but i think i am most proud of my art research paper, i got a perfect. i am quite happy with myself. yesterday was fun good times. i saw a lot of hot, that is for sure. such as valintine topless and burket sticking his tounge out at me. i also talked to chaucher for a long time before art class. we hang out. hehe. i saw 'walking tall' last night. that is such a movie. lol. the other night annette and i saw 'connie and carla.' i really liked that movie. it is totally annette and i. and david duchovony is sooo soo soo hot. but we also got to watch that movie in a theater all by ourselfs. it was awesome. i bought some rocking movies the other day. i got the wedding singer on dvd, legend (because they can be now and forever), and RESERVOIR DOGS!!! oh how i love that movie. so i made myself a new icon with my reservoir boyfriend, mr. blonde. i can't really say what it is but i find him too sexy. mm. i need the doll of him. teehee. so with the whole burket thing. things have been okay. he has made more comments about other guys that he knows i think are hot. he does seem to be jealous. also he made a comment about this skinny hoe the other day, he was all sad because she had a boyfriend but i also felt like he was trying to get a reaction from me. i don't really know. what i think i am going to do is invite him to see justin on the fifth. i really think he would like justin and that would have him and i going to something together. hopefully he will agree to go, love justin, and ask me to marry him. i think that is reasonable enough, don't you? hehe. so there is that. i hope my plan works. then i could take off my top. i think i have my classes picked out for next semester. i will get back to that topic once i am registered next week. i am also hoping to make it to concord this weekend. i get paid on friday. go me. i need some food. and degrassi comes on in ten minutes so i must be going. but everyone should know that tonight is free scoop night at baskin robbins. now go out and eat ice cream.
Posted on 2004.04.24 at 19:34
I'm Feeling: thirsty
What Music They Make: ...chicago soundtrack:cell block tango...
my foot hurts so bad. [whimpers] damn skin.
i can't wait until may. so many cool things are going to happen then. so i am going to be sick on tuesday from work and go see marcy playground instead. i think it works. i drank all of my chai. that makes me sad. but i passed the first test in becoming a wiccan priestess! woot! in like a year i will be able to perform marriages. lol. earth day was cool. burket is hot/great. and i saw sarah's prom pics and they=too cute! her guy is so adorable. how i miss the days of high school dances. but not so much high school. annette, chris, and i went to jackson for no reason and gambled five bucks. lol. we know how to have a good time. i think i need to change me name to 'rabbit' so i can have more street cred. haha. 8 mile really isn't a good movie. sorry em. i finally saw the o.c. again the other night. oh how i missed it so. i want a seth. i do like chicago though. well, at least the music. and katherine zeta jones. gezzo she is a hot one. i got a list of class scheduals for next semester. i want to take a billion classes. kinda sad. but i think i am going to not do the whole summer school thing. i think i can do with a slight break. i can work and go see my grandma. and hopefully save money for a car. i need one of those. i should be cleaning my room sometime soon. mep. this post as turned into me rambling so i think i will just stop now. but i will ask, who is up for a round of strip golf?
Posted on 2004.04.19 at 17:38
I'm Feeling: excited
i can't wait for cinco de mayo!! justin farren cd release show!! woot woot!!
oh man AND a music video! that is just hot.
Posted on 2004.04.19 at 17:35
I'm Feeling: exhausted
What Music They Make: ...nancy sinatra:bang bang...
so i went to work last night, then cam home and did stuff for school but my computer tweaked so i still haven't written my human sex paper. this morning i had to be at work by eight and i didn't get off until five. annette brought to my attention that we also have a psych quiz due today. so i get to come home after working for eight hours to do a quiz and write a midterm paper. nice. plus i actually have school tomorrow. ugh. i am so dead. but on the plus side i bought some cute pants so tomorrow i will have the look of the classical cali girl. lol. and i get to see burket tomorrow. [le sigh] guys with rumbly voice rock. lmao. ok. maybe i should actually be doing my work now. so wish me luck.
[searches for caffiene]
p.s. i am hoping to go see marcy playground on thursday. hehe. [hopes] and makeout with burket.
Posted on 2004.04.18 at 15:26
I'm Feeling: busy
What Music They Make: ...marcy playground:sherry fraiser...
i didn't sleep much this week. i had two midterm papers due this week plus regular school and work. but somehow i did get through it. i went and saw tjt on tuesday and it was great finally getting to see them live. so hot. on thursday burket gave me a ride home. oh how i loved that. we made a slight detour to go to whole foods. we shopped for organic treats for his camping trip he was going on this weekend. i loved it so so much. friday night we went and saw kill bill volume two. it rocked. i love uma. she is so badass. i bought the first kill bill on dvd and i actually just finished watching it. i also got some hot pink heels and a 'surf love' tee, along with the j.mra cd. i love him and the fact that he hearts sex. lol. i was watching degrassi the other day and it made me happy because this one chick said: "i am so glad i don't have to flirt with sandal wearing guys over organic food in the health market anymore." then he friend said: "yea, your motto is: so many vegans, so little time." haha. too true, too true. i love that the chick is like me. i have kinda decided to go the way of the vegetarian, as of late. so there is that small fact for everyone. i have noticed the longer i wait to update the shorter all of my experiences get. lol. but i should be going. i have to go research podophilia (foot fetishes). for my human sex paper i have to write. geez. and i have to go to work soon. damn the man. oooh. feet. hehe.
Posted on 2004.04.09 at 22:16
What Music They Make: ...homestar...
p.s. i changed my lj comment words. i like the new things i have.
i need to go lotion up and eat some ice cream.
[cuddels with icon]
Posted on 2004.04.09 at 21:20
I'm Feeling: accomplished
What Music They Make: ...poison:every rose has its thorn...
man. not having a lot of access to the internet sucks. i hardly ever get to read or update in here anymore. stupid crap dad. i really need to figure out the wireless internet setup at school. i think it would help me in life. so i guess there is a lot of things that i could be updating about. but i mainly work, sleep, and have a bit of fun. i am on spring break right now. i also have a billion papers due on tuesday. that kinda sucks, i mean actually having to do school work, what is that about? anyway. i watch mad mad house and i enjoy that show. mainly avocado. he is so cute and great. i want to cuddle with him in his poncho. hehe. he also reminds me of burket, but all good rather than the evil that burket sometimes is. i still love him. i miss him much. i think that is the worst thing about being on spring break. oh well. it isn't that much longer. i don't know if it helps or hinders the situation but i have been havnig loads of really awesome dreams with him in it. i made some new icons as well. mostly of tori. i thought i needed some. ooh, and i got a boulevard of broken dreams pic today! yup. it is the dinner one with james dean, marilyn monroe, humphrey bogart, and elvis painted by my fave artist helnwein. i am very happy about that. annette and i went and looked at pretty art yesterday. it was fun except for the damn security guards following us, but we accomplished ditching them. hehe. so i also got new tatts yesterday!!!!! woot!!!!!!!! here follows some pics...sorry if they are a bit blury.
these are my super pretty wings i got.( pretty photosCollapse )
Posted on 2004.03.30 at 16:06
I'm Feeling: amused
this is for jeff...
<----check out the icon.
i told you. lol. i am so in need of the shirt that says 'fangirl' lmao.
Posted on 2004.03.30 at 16:02
I'm Feeling: cheerful
What Music They Make: ...anton:i'm just a country girl...
i haven't updated in a long time. i died. lol. not really, but in a way. i have had much more limited access to the internet since my dad had the phone turned off. yea...good ol' family. always can depend on them....to be horrible. but i am hoping i can be cool and use the wireless internet at school with my cool laptop compy. we shall see. so a lot has happend since the last time i put an entry up. (i actually can't recall when that was). well, i have been going to school. doing in good in all my classes, now that i have dropped soc. that was such a lameface class. human sex has been great, as always. we had the girl panel the other day that made me laugh very much. i made a special connection with this one random guy, for we both had large beltbuckles on. it was very beautiful. i have been going to art. i have been enjoying it a lot. especcially because of the beautiful chaucer boy. we also decided he is somewhat of a weasley. he is tall and has red hair and freckles. plus the other day he was wearing a sweater that was too short in length but too big everywhere else. so cute. stuart is so great. have i mentioned i love him? because i do. during the girl panel in human sex he was blushing. he gets embarressed easily. [le sigh] maybe i like him so much because he has tattoo color change powers. haha. i really enjoy the greatness of a.r. boys. but i have been missing one boy, burket. he was gone all last week and i am really starting to go through withdrawls. i miss his sarcasem and how he sometimes looks french. lol. but seriously, i wish him to come back already.
in the fun area, i saw mark not too long ago. he was uber hot. with his stomping and just the utter sex he gives off. the only bad thing was his girlfriend and children were there. but i loved his kids alot. especcially blue. he looked glorious. hehe. no, he was so my child. it was so cute when he got up and sang with his daddy. i bought a new shirt and the show, from blue, and i was happy. i also hung out with krystal. it was fun seeing her again and catching up on all the time apart. i saw jonah the other night. yay! i went with annette, jeff, kris, kris' little sister, and jonny. it was a very awesome show. i thought i pulled off looking pretty nice for the evening, although it wasn't fifties like annette and jeff. lol. jonah rocked the bdwalk. but i also liked one of the opening bands a lot, decibully. i think it helped that the lead singer was hella sexy and looked like stuart. meh. annette tought rakel and i to swing dance the other night at cordova. it was fun and i think we all felt like we were in dirty dancing. hehe. but that is always a hot thing to feel. other than that i have just been mainly hanging out with cool folks or being by myself. i watched ever after twice this weekend. geez, i LOVE that movie. i wish that prince was my boyfriend and i was super pretty and great like drew in that film. i want fatty wings made by davinci. i could deal with that. i love xena. and ares. so hot. [drools] i really need xena on dvd. seriously. now.
ooo. AND i got a job! yep. that is right. me and a job. together...and maybe like that. i am not really sure. i work at mervyn's now. this past week was all of my orientaions, basic training, and paperwork stuff. it is pretty cool there. i am supposed to be working in kids and womens but they keep shoving em over to mens. which i really don't have a problem with. working the register is fun good times and i like checking out the merch when i have to go straighten up the place. hehe.
i get my money from the man on wensday and i get paid from merv's on friday. maybe then i could achevie being a big spender. lol. except i think i am going to start saving money so i can buy a car sometime before i die. hopefully before fall. we can all cross our fingers. but i did promise myself a few things. i told myself a long time ago that when/if i got a job i would buy myself the arwen pendant. so i need to do that. also, i wanted new tatts. so i think i will need to get those things before begining my car fund. i have been really wanting my new tatts. maybe i will go get them on wensday. oi! that is actually not a bad idea. hm. we will see how this plays out. but for now i have written more than i should have.
Posted on 2004.03.17 at 14:21
I'm Feeling: artistic
What Music They Make: ...hercules:the legendary journeys...
happy st. patricks day! here are some gifts, although they don't have anything to do with the holiday today. lol. i am just in an icon mood.
i am enjoying this episode of hercules. it is about the druids. hehe. ooo. saturday is spring equinox AND a new moon!!!
i am very excited.
Posted on 2004.03.10 at 20:28
I'm Feeling: accomplished
What Music They Make: ...teen girl squad...
i got this from my good ol friend casually
Recommend to me...
1. a movie
2. a book
3. a musical artist, song, or album
4. a LiveJournal user not on my friends list
5. what I should have for dinner
6. a website
...and put it in a comment and then put this in your journal.
i FINALLY finished all me ren art stuff. go me. i had my job interviews today and i think they went well. i hope i get offered at least one of the jobs. i am all about hollywood video. i am actually going to concord this weekend. i am happy about that. well i promised cam i would burn a cd for him...and i think i may start having hp withdrawls soon.
Posted on 2004.03.09 at 18:34
I'm Feeling: amused
What Music They Make: ...elijah singing spice girls in childish voice...
You will live in House.
You will drive a white mini.
You will marry elijah and have 1 kids.
You will be a b.s. in london.
i am all about these mash results i get. man, lij and a mini. what else do i need in life? nothing. well i got another job interview. yay! so tomorrow i have an interview at nine thirty at merv's then my hollywood video one at noon. i am hoping that i can get at least one of the two jobs. [crosses fingers] but now i will recap on the highlights at school today.
in my psych class the teacher asked if any of us had seen hidalgo. annette and i raised our hands so the teacher was talking to us about it. she said "oh but he looked a lot different than in lord of the rings." then i said "but he was still so attractive." then the class laughed. but he IS still hella ass hot. i don't get it. i hate that class anyway.
in human sex we began talking to the cool gunite guy again. we found out his name is stewart. (he is the cutest thing EVER) and guess what else...lotr is his fav movie!!!!!!!!! AND he likes harry potter! he dressed up last year! he is SO my new favorite! epp!
in my art class i talked to the chaucer guy a lot. he seems a lot nicer and he did stuff for me, so i like him now. and he is pretty hot. speaking of art i should really be studying and working on my extra credit for that class. mep.
i am going to conord this weekend.
and i heart elijah so much.
and harry potter. i am reading the third book again. oh my beloved sirius and remus....
p.s. i am hopefully going to get a sirius tatt and wing tatts before this summer, i think it would be hot.
Posted on 2004.03.09 at 17:59
ok..this is ass funny...and i wish the dom and elijah parts were true. that would work out for me.
Posted on 2004.03.06 at 13:34
I'm Feeling: bouncy
What Music They Make: ...j.mra:i melt with you...
i am all about this:
that would be such a wonderful family to have. lol. thursday at school was fun times. human sexuality was hella funny. people are hilarious in that class. but i think i have also found a new love in that class. i don't know his real name but we call him guntie. he has cool tatts and has a fetish of big belt buckles. he smokes, which isn't the best thing, and is just hot. he also has a very slight lisp when he talks. i may be insane but i find it so incerdibly sexy. but i do love all the boys we know at school. i decided not to wear shoes for the last half of school. it felt so good. after school annette and i went to the mall. when we got there we saw matt stocks and jason. very awesome. we talked to them and i got two hugs from jason and one from matt. we were supposed to go see starsky and hutch with them but jason got grounded. so when at the mall i got some pink dickies and a new oona tee, it says "call that a kiss? am i not sweet?" i am in love with it. yesterday i went and saw annette at her work. we came back to rancho then went to the thrift store but it yeilded no clothes. we got some food then went to dimple records. i got the fifty first dates and eurotrip soundtracks along with the new kelly cd. i enjoy them. then we went and saw hidalgo. i loved the movie. it was good but viggo is just sex. he was so hot, i was drooling for the entire film. i almost passed out with he would say the line 'let her buck.' [shivers] i can't explain the hottness in words. i just love him. i think i need some viggo icons. i need to be more like my idol (or should i say me in guy form). i think that will be my vow. oh. i also got a call back from hollywodd video, so i might be getting a job there soon. mhy interview is on wensday. all of you should wish me luck. i need a job. lol. i also miss my grandma. hopefully i will get to go to concord next weekend. it is really pretty outside. i think i may go frolick in the sunshine.
Posted on 2004.03.06 at 13:09
I'm Feeling: thoughtful
i took this from eiluned
1) Does my username suit me?
2) Is my journal's title cryptic or descriptive? What do you think it means? (Not my username, but my journal's title.)
3) Does my journal expand your knowledge of me?
4) Do you think my bio describes me well? If there were no names given would you be able to guess who it was describing?
5) Which of my interests surprises you the least?
6) Which of my interests surprises you the most?
7) Which of my interests needs explaining?
8) How many of my friends' journals do you read on a regular basis?
9) How many of my friends are strangers to you?
10) Which of my userpics suits me best?
Posted on 2004.03.03 at 18:24
I'm Feeling: amused
You will live in Apartment.
You will drive a blue mustang.
You will marry dom and have 1 kids.
You will be a writer in sacramento.
Posted on 2004.03.01 at 15:35
I'm Feeling: awake
What Music They Make: ...anton:sula...
i love lord of the rings so much. i am so glad it won everything it was nominated for. now i have looked at my friends pages and now i have a ton more pics. so guess what i am going to go do...yes make some icons. good times.
Posted on 2004.02.28 at 11:49
I'm Feeling: peaceful
What Music They Make: ...justin:the song i wrote on the car ride home...
let me recap the past week. school was good, as usual. being around burket makes my heart happy. wensday annette and i went and saw 'the passion of the christ.' i enjoyed the movie a lot. it was really graphic and violent but i thought mel gibson did an excellent job directing the movie. it had many beautifully artistic shots. (side note: when jesus wasn't all bloody and gross he was really, really hot.) the main thing that bothered me was that people brought their young children to see this violent film. i mean seriously, it is rated R for a reason. honestly. speaking of jesus, i was at my computer the other night when my dad walked in and asked me if i wanted a picture he found in his closet. i asked what it was and he presented me with a large portrait of jesus. of course i said i wanted it and now the pic lives in my room propped against me dresser. it is wonderful really. the weather here has been crazy. earlier this week it was scary and rainy with 40 something mph winds, but today and yesterday it has been beautiful out. my dad and i have been working on storage and i guess soon i will be having a garage sale. maybe i can make some cash and get rid of some of my old crap. tomorrow my mom, aunt tara, and uncle dale are coming here to get my mom's stuff out of storage. at least i will be able to see my aunt. last night we went to luna's and saw this guy who i can't recall his name but he was good, justin farren, and anton barbeau. it was a good show. i laughed pretty hard. i bought anton's new cd and he gave me an old one for free. that was pretty great, so now i have a lot of anton. i also bought the justin farren cd. he is really awesome. he is one of my new found loves in life. he plays guitar very well, his voice is way pretty, he does skat in his songs, and i adore his outlook on life because it is a lot like mine. which annette and i decided was a ritualist in the structual strain. lol. we are such the nerds. also, kris was there and it was good seeing her again. annette, kris, and i shared and extreme three-way boob high five. it was a wonderful experince. hehe. but now i am going to go...and listen to some more justin and try and chip away at my friends page, which i am sure i will have to go back five thousand entries to read them all. geez. oh! i almost forgot, i got a check today for $13.86 from the california attorney general. it was for a class action law suit agaisnt the music industry for charging too much for cds. oh awesome is that? i think it is pretty great. or maybe some kind of wonderful.
so i would lay here all night on your couch and watch you play piano.
there's something about the face that you make when you play that
takes away the strain of being 19 going on 20 and unsure of what i am
going to say when my mom asks me what i am doing with my life.
that may seem wrong but i would rather be happy than right on this sunday
morning that used to saturday night.
p.s. who want to buy me the cheat doll off homestarrunner.com? pretty please! [puppy dog eyes] i'll be your best friend.
Posted on 2004.02.22 at 18:00
I'm Feeling: pleased
What Music They Make: ...lustra:scotty dosen't know...
holla! now that we have that
covered. so. i saw eurotrip. that movie kicked so much ass. i thought is was too funny. plus when we got to the movie theater we ran into a whole lot of folks from dova. matt stocks, papa, jason, and a whole lot of other people i didn't really know. but during the film i got to sit next to my favorite hawiian, jason! and that is way sexy my friend. we talked of the streets and it was wonderful. i have been listening to the streets a lot latley and soon he will have a new cd out. and jonah's new cd comes out soon. this is working out great. i need the soundtrack to eurotrip so bayou. there were so many great songs. such as the one i am listening to. just make sure to not tell scotty. oh. and we watched the blue collar comedy tour. that is so damn funny. i think burket is way amazing. he deserves so many le sighs. i also believe that i am going to move to london in about a year, savvy? i think it was needs to be done. london IS calling. hehe. i want to try and make some eurotrip icons. they would be super. i have been watching a knights tale a lot as of late. that movie is just awesome. truly.
livejournal is not letting my upload my new icon! [shakes fist of anger]
but speaking of icons...i made this one for moonmaiden34
. hope you enjoy love.
before i go i want to say that i love/miss celestial_36
very much. [hugs]my baby takes the morning train
he works from nine till five and then
he takes it home to find me watching manchester united
Posted on 2004.02.16 at 13:17
I'm Feeling: hungry
What Music They Make: ...the order...
i went and saw 50 first dates the other night and it was great. sean astin is hella ass hot in that movie and i just loved the movie in general. i think i need to get the soundtrack for that movie. it had a whole lot of cool songs in there. the movie also made me really want to go to hawaii. like i want to go on a trip really bad right now. i wish i could be leavin on a jet plane. last night annette and i went to pick up her dad and grandpa from the airport and they were returning from hawaii. i got jealous. i think i am going to go check out prices and whatnot to go there. i need to go on a trip post haste. i bought 'the order' and 'a knights tale' the other night. i thouhgt i needed some hot heath ledger. i also got a treebeard action figure. he has branch swinging action. hehe. right now i am home all alone and i am way bored. i want to go do something but the weather isn't that great outside. hmm. i am starving. i need food. i think later i am going to try and get something pierced and check out phones. i am going to get a new one. i hate mine. man, i have been so sleepy lately. i have been sleeping a lot but it doesn't seem to help me in anyway. maybe i have been reading fight club too much or something. oh well.
i closing here are some haikus i wrote in class the other day....( enjoyCollapse )
Posted on 2004.02.12 at 18:04
I'm Feeling: optimistic
What Music They Make: ...incubus:warning...
wow. i haven't updated in a while. that means i also haven't checked out my friends page either. [shudders] i am going to be on here for hours. lol. now, why i haven't i updated in a while? is it because i have a life? if i said yes, i think that would be a lie. is it because i get easily distracted? that is more likely the answer. let me think. what i have i been doing...i did i bit of shopping and got the blink cd. i enjoy it although it kinda makes me sad. tuesday was at school was cool. i missed burket for he was gone but we did make friends with the really cute boy who sits near us in class. his name is michael and he has a hot voice. i began driving that day. i went from freaking out about driving in general to today when i drove all the way home from school. go me! woot! i love annette for teaching me. last night the o.c. came back! i was so happy. it was great. i love summer and seth is hot. and great. i have missed the show so much. also last night i sort of talked to dominic monghan on the phone. i called loveline for two hours tyring to get through and in the last ten minutes i finally did. i talked to the call screener, who was hella funny. then he put me on. i heard doms voice...then my phone crapped out and i couldn't get back through before the show ended i was sort of depressed but i am trying not to think so bad about it. today at school was fantasic. i had two tests, which i dont think i did the worst on. and for most of the day i got to be with burket. [swoon] i have decided that i am completly in love with him. lol. he is beautiful and fantasic. maybe it is just his sag thing, but i adore talking to him because i feel like the best person in the world. almost everything i say he seems so interested. case and point, he found out i am into ren fairs. he became so intranced. he wants to know everything about them. he actually wants me to dress up for him on tuesday. lol. i love him and his manly hands. [guh] he needs to wear some flannel. hehe. but we might have burkit and brandon going with us to the next ren fair we go to. and brandon actually said he would dress up. it is so fantastic. boys are wondeful. [le sigh] annette and i realized the other night that ar college is almost over. it is kinda freaking me out. right now i am thinking about either going to uc santa cruz or maybe a college in new zealand. i need to think on this matter more. but i am happy.
are you too college for us? lmao. i love simpsons.